11:51pm — From a Public Shitter

This picture has no relation whatsoever to the topic. I hate selecting pictures for these, especially when using the phone app, so here is the most random picture I could find quickly. Enjoy. “Lemon Gerard” by totally-not-satan@deviantart

I’m in a bathroom stall writing this and I’m not okay. I feel so stupid, like a badly written character in a badly written movie. How can any real person be as ridiculous as this?

It doesn’t make sense to me how I could be with someone, mutually in love, for years, there, present, every single day, and I rarely think about her now. Hell, I was married to her and I’m totally fine that we got divorced and…